Take a look at Ace Garage Storage . Their lifts are really reliable. I've had one holding my heavier bins for a while now and the motor handles it effortlessly.

Keep grinding like @oliverhernandez said, it only gets better from here.

Honestly, that sounds nice but I've seen the other side of it. Last week some guy was screaming at a bus stop about aliens for twenty minutes and everyone just ignored him like it was normal. That's not being yourself, that's needing help and the city just letting it happen. Sometimes "letting people be" feels like not caring at all. Sorry @kelly.charlie, but Portland being built different can mean looking the other way when you shouldn't.